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| Ahhh! I hate this! I finally got a day off to do whatever,
and then my mom makes me go to church because I haven't been there in
awhile. There goes sleep. And then... HE was there.
No, I'm not talking about God, he's everywhere and nowhere at the same
time. This guy... I hate that. Him being there, and me
staring at something I want badly, but can't have for whatever
reason... (being taken or hating emos NOT being the reason)
So rather than church being boring as usual, it was actually torture
today too. Oh well, I'm used to it...
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| So freakin tired right now... Not too much to say. I
actually managed to find some work. My whore of a mom made me get
a job. Her gas money I guess. Oh well, with teachers not
caring and summer coming up... More money for music... but I HATE
WHERE I WORK! Customers constantly bitchin and the monotany and
hypocritical managers. There's an old saying... It's not who you
know but who you blow. I hate stupid whores that get the
attention because they put out, and thus, get special treatment.
Whatever...
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| What a boring week of school. Oh well, at least the
teachers don't care anymore at this point. Typical, you
know? Do they not want us to graduate? Send out a
generation of retards... whatever.
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| Sigh... I went to my first party with Tiffany. Geez, now I'm reminded why I hate people. Most of the people there were drunken doochebags, which makes me think boys are that much more immature. They have to be innebriated to have a good time? Whatever... Tiffany and I didn't drink, so that was good.
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| Wow... a lot's happened since my last post. Thanks guys for your comments. I'll try to get back to you. Things already seem a bit better. The stupid Xangazon thing is FINALLY working. I've also got a new best friend, Tiffany, a girl in my bio class. It's strange... we just seem to click. I mean, friends are just temporary and all, and in the end you only have yourself, right? So what's the point in friends? Or relationships for that matter. But it still feels well... heartwarming. Anyways, I'm going to continue listening to music. Takes my mind off life... or at least softens life. | | |
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